Take a walk in my shoes, only then will you realize the fucked up shit I CAN ACTUALLY do to you.
It haunts me everyday.
Not just my own past but OUR past.
It just seems it’s always being rubbed in my face or I’m just reminded somehow of what you’ve done to me.
Will I ever grow as a person or will these feelings always hold me back?
Sometimes I feel like I might go crazy just like her. A person can only take so much really and if everyday my healing wounds get ripped back open I will break